I Wanna Have A Magic 8 Ball!! Gimme, Gimme Please

Okay, so I am in weird mode to own the Magic 8 Ball. Was looking since two years ago but couldn’t find one till now.

Maybe am just too bored and too disappointed over some petty things I have no control of  or maybe I had control but didn’t do enough to have the result what I wanted. Or things weren’t meant to be  or they weren’t right at the moment. Or they will never be right in the first place. Whatever.

So here I am just playing on fate and trusting on a piece of toy to fortell my future coz it’s the least I could do for the moment. But stubborn as I am, I still insist on what I want when the answer says “no” or “outlook is not good” or “sources say no”.

I go shake it again and ask the question over and over again till I get the answer that I want.  Like, what’s the point of asking, eh???

Anyways, I just wanted to chill on this silent slumber of my wordpress page where no one virtually knows it ever existed.

Hmmm, lots of things are happening to me and fast, hope I can catch up and breath.

I am so looking forward to brighter days, and cheery moments with my music, with a bit of cold from the rain.

I hope to see one day, time would bring my feet to where they would glide and slide without stress and hear whistles from the birds.

Oh sheesh I need to stop. I sound like a frustrated poet.

I just wish that I wont have to drop by here coz I’m sad.  Cheers to more good times!!

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My Hodgy Podgy Self – Second Serving

I find it a bit self-serving writing about myself, which explains the reason why it took me awhile to write a follow up article..( Sheesh, good excuse eh)

Anyways, I just had a busy week and am glad Christmas is almost here. ( wow, see i wrote this in draft coz its almost March now, lol!)

I had a mini reunion with family and relatives during my sister’s wedding last weekend. The thought poked me to write about the pieces about me again:

4. the Daughter – i tend to be stubborn, do things on my own but end up being the good girl at day’s end and follow parent’s orders. Till now that Mom’s a widow and sick and almost at her bed all the time, I still have that kind of fear in me to disappoint her and not hurt her very sensitive feelings especially now.

~~~guess am not in the mood to be in a hodgy podgy mode now, so, so long for the next servings , whenever that maybe 😉